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[11 Feb 2009|09:10am]
I have been very dimotivated to do anything except watch movies. Not having to worry about school has made me enjoy stress-free life. like...coming home from work...and not having to do ANYTHING.

4 years later? seriously?

SAM'S CLUB RULEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ugh [20 Oct 2008|02:28pm]
Are they really going to bring up the abortion issue again? FOR REAL!?

This makes me unbearably mad when they bring this up. I don't understand how you can oppose abortion, but you are pro-war? OHH...i get it...it is okay for you to kill other babies, but NOT American babies. I think it is a crock of shit for any campaign to bring up abortion issues. That is that woman's right to choose. It is very easy for someone to say "You shouldn't kill that baby" but are they going to stick around for a single mother to help her raise it? "DON'T RAISE MY TAXES!!"

I will not sit by and let some rich men tell me how and when to raise my seed. fuck you. If they want to tell me to keep it, give me better maternity benefits. I hate seeing women have kids and 6 WEEKS later they have to rush back to work. It makes me sick. My sister was VERY grateful to have the summer with her newborn. She said that she has no idea how a woman could go back after 6 weeks. Then, if they decide to stay home and raise their kids, they are WAY behind when they want to re-enter the workforce. Where the fuck are our rights as women AND mothers? Mothers are the fucking backbone to society. Has anyone else noticed the social unraveling of our families since mothers have been forced back into the workplace after the birth of their baby? What if I am the bread-winner of the family and I get pregnant? I'm fucked.

i'm moving to france. they give you 6 months of maternity leave and a paid-for nanny.
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[18 Apr 2008|01:45pm]
i know i probably say this alot...but...fuckin graduation dec 2008. BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha i just read my deadjournal from when i was 18. it was pretty ridiculous. i have to sit down and read it all one day. it seems like i forget the little things that i used to do. such as tomato cutting races with john. (all of which i won) hahah.

anyway. i went on an interview with mariner finance for a branch manager position. i actually heard about it from a girl i went to middle and high school with. i'm looking at a very very good salary, being a manager, tuition reimbursement and health benefits. all of this can't happen until after i have my degree. so, i have to contact her after i do the jig across the stage.

i really want a new car. my car sounds like a go-kart with bad brakes. hahaha. i wish i didn't care about what my parents said because i would be out at a dealership today. its not just what they think...its that they are always right. and if i go off and be stupid, i pay for it.

i am going to rehobeth for a week in May with rob the slob. we are going to hang out at the purple parrot and hope we see some guys in speedos. we might have a counting contest. maybe they will have boners like in OC last summer. i wish i had beach cruiser.

all of you need to eat at olive and sesame in towson. its a sushi place. then get some shrimp tempura. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i'm doing the walk for the SPCA on sunday. Rob and I are going to bring marley. and it will be funny. my dog is also coming, but she is a little rascal. then, we are finishing the re-modeling of the kitchen and dining room. smurf blue rooms ruuullle.

last night rob said "i got your a present because your moody"............"a MOOOOOOOOD ring" he said he bought it from some koreans that were trying to get their family to america. haha.

i'm done.
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[11 Feb 2008|09:32am]
my horoscope tells me i need to show my strength. i guess i do.

i'm trying to stay strong in times like these. how do i know that this won't run down the same path that i have been down soo many times before. i hate it when i can not control these things. i just have to trust. trust is a hard word for me to swallow. its hard for me to say, its hard for me to do...its just hard. i have to dig out my strength to know what to do. i know, in the end, i will choose what is best for me. i have never steered myself wrong. actions speak louder than words. and i'm hoping that actions happen. like now...ha.

my sister's baby is coming in t-minus 2 months. ahhh i'm so excited. i saw her last night and she is huge. well, her stomach is. i'm hoping when i get pregnant, i have the same genes. like the genes that don't make you gain an astronomical amount of baby weight. haha. that IS awhile from now.

and i hate it when temperature says 12 degrees. thats just wrong.

russian history is pretty neat to learn about. those anarchists were pretty crazy over there in the 1900's.
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[19 Dec 2007|11:25am]
heeelllooooooooooooooo

so i'm 23. yesterday i had an eventful day. rob took me out to the movies where we say I am legend. pretty good. just reminds me of 28 days later. then, we went to Carrabas with ang, steve and the parents and had the most delicious food ever. then, ending my birthday we went to barnes and nobles....rob got me a diamond ring. not THAT kind of ring. its beautiful. i love him so so much.

i have off the rest of the week and its been fantastical so far. i had to use my days off before the end of the year. i could do this more often.

so far with school i have 1 A and 2 B's. i got a B in college algebra. I almost pooped my pants.

i like price is right with drew carey. he is doing a good job. i never had the chance to see him until now.

i'm going to go curl up with a blanket and drink some hot chocolate!! HOLLER.
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[24 Nov 2007|08:23am]
i love reading old ass journal entries. its so funny. i realized that i:

-drank way too much
- had way too much fun
- i was WILD.
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[05 Sep 2007|09:11am]
SHE'S GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND to that I MUST SAY:

Munchkins
Ding Dong! The Witch is dead. Which old Witch? The Wicked Witch!
Ding Dong! The Wicked Witch is dead.
Wake up - sleepy head, rub your eyes, get out of bed.
Wake up, the Wicked Witch is dead. She's gone where the goblins go,
Below - below - below. Yo-ho, let's open up and sing and ring the bells out.
Ding Dong' the merry-oh, sing it high, sing it low.
Let them know
The Wicked Witch is dead!

__________________________________________

sweet. well, first, i hate crickets. i don't kill them on purpose tho. the chinese say thats bad luck.

thats all i have to say. been busy with school
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[01 Sep 2007|10:53am]
well, rob and i have been dating for a whole year. we totally got too many shots. TRAYS of shots. we were feeling pretty good. have i told anyone lately that he is the best person ever???

and guess what? jenna jameson and tito have been dating for a year now. ironic huh? haha. just kiddin.

i had the worst hangover yesterday and basically spent the whole day with sunglasses and my bed. rob and i slept for like 20 hours straight just to recover.

ikea totally had a 15% off sale for students and i went. i didn't really buy anything for me, mostly for rob's bathroom. now, the bathroom looks pimp.

school started and i have 2 dumb ass teachers and 2 good ones. my marketing research teacher has HUGE fucking teeth and he can't talk due to the largeness of his teeth. and then my college algebra teacher talks so fast. and i am so so so so bad at math, so it doesn't help things.

we have to go to this mexican party at 2. and dear god, I'M NOT DRINKING. then tomorrow i get to spend time with the fam and eat crabs. MMMmMmMmmmmmmmmMMMM
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[19 Aug 2007|10:54am]
oh god. mike's b-day was this weekend (which was a suprise) hung out with stacia, mike, zach, scott, tim...that crowd. had a lot of fun. i was up until 5 that night. so, you know saturday was shot to hell. today, i'm going out on the parent's boat, which i swear i could not be more excited for a tube that you fly in. we are supposed to be riding down to annapolis to avoid the clouds.

ive been thinking about maybe moving out of baltimore, its so crowded lately. but, then i thought about it. i have friends, family and everything i know is here. the only people that run away from here are the people that have been shunned out of society, or are running away from themselves and a disaster they have created. why would i move? to go through meeting all the nice people and the shitty people all over again? nah. i'm good on that. atleast i know who are the good people in this town. and i sure as hell know who are the crazies.

rob and i keep talking about moving up to PA just to get away. he has some sort of hillbilly side to him that loves the country and hunting. then he thinks about it and always goes "dude, i don't feel like cutting that much grass"...the funny part is that he lives in a townhome now and can't manage to cut that grass EVER.but, thats not that far away, but, i just don't know. i'm just no country girl. i'd die if i had to drive miles to go pick up some shampoo. so, we have resorted to cute houses in essex. well, atleast talking about it. once i finish god damn school, everything will start to move along.

well, i'm off to fly. see ya.
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[13 Aug 2007|09:20am]
ok CRAZY weekend.

started off with getting off of work an hour early cuz my manager is cool. then, hightops for happy hour, motorcycle races, taco bell, bar in towson. SLEEP. WAL-MART. shower, SLEEP, PARTY AT JOE and HEATHER'S HOUSE. dancing the night away with angie, wild bill, jacob and heather. tree climbing. kevin is totally a professional. his porn name JUMBO LUMBO, lives up to the reputation. the beer pong pro that pissed his pants and fell over. 15 DOLLARS OF TACO BELL, for JUST rob and i. mmmm. your so good to me taco bell. WAKE UP AT ONE. southern comfort is totally made with GLUTEN. OUCH. grocery shopping, sopranos. SLEEP. ronnie AND angie calling. SLEEP.

WILD.

school books ARE NOT cheaper online. shipping still applies.

i'm 22 and my mom still wants to take me school shopping. i can NOT complain. love her.
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[08 Aug 2007|04:09pm]
dude. playing volleyball and dodgeball at a bar is the best time i have EVER had at a bar.ever ever. rob and wayne got socked in the head. rob always got out before me. hahaha. i want to go again. i mean people (drunk people) were diving, doing splits in the air EVERYTHING just to get out of the way. it was quite entertaining.

i have a crappy owner of this agency i work at. boo.

rob and i are planning our VEGAS trip tonight. ah i'm excited. everybody talked so well of it, i have to go now.

ocean city in a month. woo. SEACRETS!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THAT PLACE!!
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[03 Aug 2007|10:17am]
MOTORCYCLE RACES TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M EXCITED. i will see stacia tonight also

stacia and i have discovered this:

darn, everyone was talking about this magazine, but noone could find it. i guess this is why.

we were trying to find this magazine at the Hippo and Grand Central. we were upset by this:

"Baltimore Alternative Magazine is a magazine in Baltimore, Maryland, USA covering lifestyle: gay & lesbian entertainment.

The Baltimore Alternative ceased publication."


thats ..... interesting......


dig a hole, bury yourself.
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[23 Jul 2007|11:22am]
oh boy. i am counting down to the lovely school year. BOO! FUCKIN BOO! taking a math is going to suck balls. just when you think your done with math.

harry potter rules and i am almost done the book. i couldn't stop. all weekend. i would throw it on the floor and then pick it back up. its just too good to not read.

WHACKJOB. i'm sorry, but that is the best describing word ever.

i went to artscape with the little rascal, we call chloe. and she was good except for she is black so holding her made it hotter than Hates. (i'm bringing that term back)

still going through quarterlife crisis. i need a new goal. ronnie says she has them all the time. atleast i know i'm normal. maybe my goal could be straight A's. HAHAHA lets not kid myself. but, i am feeling really good nowadays. like too good. i likes it.

rob = the best because he treats me to yummy breakfast. then, he takes the toast out. i wonder if emeril knows how to make wheat free pizza. THAT WOULD BE AWESOME. oh and he rubs my head until i fall asleep. without asking. THAT is what i am talking about.

um. i'm contemplated two things. quitting drinking. i think when you get older the hangovers get more severe. annnddd i'm going to try to take a buddhist meditation class. oh maybe three things. i want to get a massage. mmm.
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[15 Jul 2007|05:32pm]
couldn't make it to philly. i was too weak. but, we will see maybe next weekend or something.

last night...out of control. "i thought you were a soldier!"

i'm going to ESPN zone with ronnie tonight. 1st time. should be fun.

its sad that people don't change or shall i say grow up. you would think that after a year or so...SOMETHING would have changed. same old shit. thrills from pissing other people off. so fucking stupid. just piss the right person off...i would love to see what would happen. god, please.
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[12 Jul 2007|04:42pm]
oooo philly tomorrow. i'm going to see king tut. i'm so fucking excited. i love learning about egypt. then i'm going to bust in the US mint and steal all the money.

i'm going to a quart auction today (whatever that is). i'm gonna win angie some pampered chef stuff for her new place. well, atleast i hope.

ok, the carmen electra dvd is scandalous. i really wanted belly dancing. so i'm in the living room, just doing the warm up and my dad is LAUGHING so hard. because, i mean obviously its kind of hard to be sexy in front of my father. i think i'm gonna go try expose fitness. that could be fun.

um. and again. the wire is the fucking shit. if you don't watch it, your crazy.
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[11 Jul 2007|03:15pm]
i got my tarot cards read. it was strange. she said that i met someone in my past life in this life and we finished our dealings...because we had not finished them in the past life. i think i know who it would be. IF its real. then, i'm a "halfling" whatever that is....i apparently could hone my GIFTS and become a psychic. and she didn't really read anything in the cards that was suprising. ah well, i tried it. i wonder if she tells everything that...who knows. but, honestly, i think its a joke because a halfling is a video game character. haha. (just looked that up)

i'm getting my foot in the NEW CAR door. my horn went off last night and i was laughing so hard. mainly because i though pulling over would help. then, i was like "what am i thinking?!, i'll use rob's strategy...HIT IT!" it was...great. well, anyway...i'm thinking of getting a scion tc. because they are sporty. i test drove a civic si and a lancer...but, didn't like it too much.

i need to go take a walk around the good old neighborhood tonight. its crazy how much has changed. people having babies, getting married, passing away...etc.i'm glad the younger kids run around like i used to. i want to show them the places to go. like THE WALL! you would know what that was only if you lived there. good times.

i put two and two together and found that she is now dating the guy that lives across the street. i think he has known me since i was born. dear god, he likes his car. i mean really likes it. i hope nothing happens to it.

i likes my job. school is almost done. or so i think. my business is opening.

for those of you who don't watch the wire. you should. i loves it.

i'm scared for my father. why do people have to get older? i love him so so so much.
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[22 Jun 2007|11:41am]
oh i lovesss me some summer.

i always feel like i don't have enough going on in my life. like i need to have more in my life. like a new car, maybe a new place...i am going through my quarter-life crisis early. i feel like i need to be somewhere that i'm not. i'm only fucking 22 and i feel like i should be more of an adult. i think maybe because i am thinking to myself "my parents had a house and 2 kids by 22" now, for christs sake, i don't want all that, but, i mean, they had more at my age. i am going to go shop for a car...because thats what people do when they are going through a crisis. hahaha.
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[11 Jun 2007|04:12pm]
45 more minutes until i leave work. yay!

first things first. i am now able to make customized jeans, so if your interested, hit me up. that just makes me excited. i'm working on some logos and of course business cards. yay! that makes me feel so great, you have no idea. as a present, rob made me a spider out of twistie ties. sa-wwweett.

i was a little mad this morning because i put curlers in my hair and when i work up i looked like i had a curly mullet, it was ri-god damn-diculous. not to mention, i was sleeping on hard curlers. bastardo!

new job and stuff is going great. insurance is tedious, but, its cool cuz i can chill on myspace all day and i have weekends off.

rob and i are going to OC thursday! its rob's b-day and i'm sure he will enjoy it. he gets this aura around him when he's on the beach, he loves it. seacrets and fagers here we fucking come.

peace
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[16 May 2007|03:42pm]
ok. i must rant for a second. dude. how are all these "new" candidates against abortion or whatever when they support the war. they are sending kids over there to get killed and it makes no sense. its a god damn oxymoron. i mean what are we going on our 7th year of this bullshit.

i'm going to preakness. i know it probably was not a great idea to spend that money..but, my semester is done. and FRANKLY i don't care. muhaha

angie and i are buying a house in about 6 months. i guess i should be saving. but, i have to wait until after this month =) hahahah

i got a new job. at allstate. and all is well with me. i'm happy. veryyyyyyy happy.
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[15 Apr 2007|12:38am]
dude...the meaning of karma to me:

you live your life and you treat everyone in the best way you know possible. well, basically do nothing to make someone cry on purpose. accidents can be forgiven. ok, so...its a circle of positive energy. what good things you do, and the bad things that you avoid, will eventually come back and bring you positive energy. have you noticed the bad people have all the bad things happen to them? i see it all the time. the shittier you treat people....the shittier your life becomes. you some how surround yourself with shitty people and the shittier things happen to you. does that make sense??

i live my life trying to do the best for people. i do. and usually when i do something mean...if i don't make it right...my life starts to suck. you know like...finding out we are going to invade iran. see the world does the craziest things....no no sike..more like on that level...like...a bird pooping on your head. and i say to myself..."god damn it, i shouldn't have flipped off that guy for going too slow" now i got poop on my head, and i'm pissed.

i went to the walter's art gallery and i like egyptian art. i like their whole SHABANG. SHANBANG- everything. they have heart amulets that they had given the dead, along with removing all the organs, EXCEPT for the heart because, it was believed to go on to the afterlife with you. now, think about it. they lived HOW many years ago...and they said..."hey peeps, hearts mean something" hearts...as in love...as in...YOU NEED IT. love comes in many forms. i love the cashier that said "hey how is your day" and actually meant it...and then there is the I LOVE MY FAMILY love. there is the best friend love, and there is the boyfriend love. anyway...my point is this: love is pretty powerful if they thought it was powerful 10,000 years ago.

dig it.
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